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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Cleared up my room! Had 3 boxes of things labelled 'B' 'C' and 'M' and the rest just dump into other boxes.

The contents of 'C' appear horrifyingly foreign to me though.

digital love;
12:40 AM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Thanks everyone.

Sorry for whining before.

digital love;
9:05 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Personally, I thought that my help was going to be at least slightly useful. Turns out nobody gives a shit. Because oh there's always ____. We don't need you. They can handle it.

Well if the status quo remains, at least I can smile at my own belief that the organisation I felt proud to be in just a few months ago was at its peak when my batch was in charge. But we all know what happens after an object reaches its highest point.

Whatever.

digital love;
11:08 PM

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Feels like strangling a few teachers sometimes, especially a particular one who probably mistook ace as a bonus instead of a whooping 10%.

Is totally screwed looking at next week's schedule of History/Geog/Math/Lit/Bio and the fact that I haven't started on History/Geog/Lit.

Praying that I can get 85% for History so that I only need to pass Geog to get an A1 for IH.

Also feels like strangling people who have "Oh no English" as their msn pm. And those who answer "IHC lor" when asked about what to study for next week (refer to 2nd line above). May be the same person though.

Feels quite happy with HRPOD today.

Lacks the passion to study since I'm definitely not taking some subjects in JC (like Lit and Geog, the former due to the fact that I lack the flair, and the latter due to my non-existant foundation). Talk is cheap.

Sometimes wondering why I'm studying (or trying to study) hard for this period since I am lacking the true passion to study and can PROBABLY get to JC without studying that hard. But then getting a lousy MSG or being satisfied with grades that barely pass will make me feel like a particular Cai, so I'm going to continue to try to study hard. So in a way, thank you Cai, for motivating me.

And not forgetting my beloved Terence who's going to stay over at my house from Sat-Sun after the horror week to salvage my Chem.

digital love;
1:46 AM

Friday, September 04, 2009

Last day of NPCC yesterday. Strange enough I don't feel much emotions yesterday, perhaps partly due to the poor organisation >.<

It's kind of worrying to see some of our juniors who clearly have the capabilities not put in sufficient effort to make an important event successful. Maybe it hasn't dawned on them yet, but the baton is in their hands now. They are in charge and hopefully will do the right things. All the best.

Oh and throwing our berets is SHUANG MAN.

Anyway during our last training there was a particular incident that made me emotional for some reason. Still haven't figured it out though.

digital love;
11:38 AM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

These few days have been extremely unproductive for me. I'm lacking the drive to study although EOYs are only a few weeks away. Sabbatical ends at around 1 and I will go home to either play or sleep.

Even when I actually do things, I am doing them for the sake of doing them. This is to me, dangerous, because it's sort of wasting your life away. But really, do we have a choice when there are things to be done and yet you lack something that drives you.

So without drive or passion for anything, I'm just going to take a step at a time. Like I am totally clueless about what subject combination I should take. But for now, heck it.

digital love;
3:21 AM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

This is the 400th post!

I am done with HRP. HA. Other than some minor edits hopefully. Although I will feel much more pride if I have done it earlier.

So what else this week?

- history mock test later, 25% for this term, haven't study
- all ACE due this week
- CSC lunwen by friday, haven't start
- math test on friday
- random homework which obviously have to wait, like bio
- prep full u

dota anyone?

digital love;
6:10 AM